♀●Reaching

Reaching for the skies so desparedly,

yet falling always back to inferno

where just whispers haunt me,

my voice beeing silenced,

conscience blacken,

hearing the violence,

lost for eternity,

away from reality,

devoured by nightmares,

but seeming so true.

Life is hellish.

Can't you hear me scream,

aching for wings,

craving for voice,

wanting to be seened in the dark,

seened as one of the fiends,

one of all beings,

unexampled in the world,

having a word

even in this life?!!!!

2008.12.14